I wonder, how am i continuing my life without any plans. i don't know why, i tried to look for a job, but i was not accepted yet anywhere. i planed to start some sort of business but didn't succeed. i find it hard to get into real life. sometimes i feel like a baby and wait for my dad to decide for me, but sometimes i feel this power inside myself that tells me that i should fight myself to get what i want. at the very end, i feel lost. and however i struggle, try, and fight, i still realize that i was going in a circle and returned back to where i was standing at the very beginning.
How will i fit? how will i be someone when I'm just standing at the same place and whenever i move one step forward, i go steps backward. i don't feel like depending on dad and mom to pay for me. but how ever i try, i cant find a solution for this. the only thing that comforts me is crying at the very end of the day, when there is no one to hear me :/
any solutions?
8 comments:
ok , ive been in ur shoes for a long time , hey 9 years in college who am i kidding :P
a baby crawls , walks , then start to run at a certain age . my point is wait and things will go the way u want them too ..
unless u are sick and tired of everything ( if u are in a hurry ) ..
get a job at either NBK , Wataniya or zain call center i know they are hiring .. try there .. if u are lucky enough u might be able to squeeeze some where around 500Kd a month or maybe more ..
bas itha ahalich are paying for everything then u shouldnt be rushing lina il denyaa taw il nas 3aleeha i know ppl who are working and trust me they kiss the welcome mat infront of their home lina mo im9adgeeen ina they made it home .. they eat crap at work .. 5al9ii jam3aa then think of a J.O.B this would be my advice to u trust me walah .. :)
Wow cartman!;) ehehe..don't worry emm inshallah kilshay will be okay!! Ana I dnt know wat to study in jam3a w madrre shnu bsawee at all !;P LOL..I guess I agree with cartman! Never give up
oh thank you so much for supporting me cartman and noonie, how sweet of you :") thank you so much
you know cartman,i went to the nbk but they said they dont want lit. english majors, gulf bank also refused me. i dont know, i was planing to study and work at the same time mo al7en but at the end of this course, but oh God, life sucks. noonie, what to study?? 7adha 8aweha, you should decide as fast as you can. ana ti5a9a9t o ga3da a5ali9 mwad o ham ra7 at2a5ar a whole course, dont be confused, fallow ur heart and choose what you like ":) good luck for all of us
nice to see u emm emm..;)...believe me u r a good person...keep it up...
see if what ever i listed wont work out for u ... u can always go to sooog il slaa7 .. buy a shotgun and a bullet and u know whats next ..
no dont shoot your self .. but the person who got u in this situation loool .. inshala things will be just fine dont worry .. allah ma ynsa
a7ad :) o those guys at the bank are losers , its their loss and not urs :) they just missed a good person that they could have hired :) always look at the bright side of life u are a winner ..
o slamtch
Honey, about the job thing, don't worrt about it. I'll get you was6a. If you told me earlier that you submitted your papers i would've worked on it better.
It's all ok at the end of the day. You may feel weak, tired and depressed. People might hurt you or discourage you in any way. All you have to do is strengthen your abilities. Maintain a solid point of view, fight for your rights, and serve people who DESERVE to be served not because you're ought to!
It may feel awkward at the beginging because you're not used to this kind of behaviour, but believe me, survival is for THE FITTEST. Just be more fit and strong and eventually people will cry at doing you harm :)
oh my God :") how happy i am
thank you all of you I LOVE YOU ALL
law adry enna blogging is the best way to express ur feelings and you be better to read people's comments chan mn zman dashet :") i'm so happy
loala, cartman, noonie, and sweetd...thank you for supporting me
loala... i know ur still straight
3la goltich but :* cause you DESERVE IT
No Problemooo mamasita .. we are here to help , just keep us updated and it seems like Ms loala is well connected , so u are set and ready to go :)
allah yewfgch
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