Now this is so serious, i always get the feeling that i have no aim in life. even if i have things that i like to achieve, i do not think that they are more important that thinking of my end :/
i think that life is sometimes beautiful, sweet, and fun to live in, but on the other hand, i feel that life is starting to be scary.
when i think of death, i feel it is the best solution to get rid of all the pressure in life that you can not bear. closing your eyes and rest in peace and forget about misery in life. but the things that make me afraid of death are my mistakes :"(
i know i have alot of mistakes, even though i do not mean to make mistakes but at the end I'm just a human and i make mistakes. i don't know if God loves me or not, i don't know if God forgives me for every mistake i make. but i really want to be a better person so that when i get rid of life, i can go to a better place, not worse.
Esmillah 3lekom kilkom. but this does really come to mind sometimes when i think alone.
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umm ok here is the break down ...
1- Life is a bitch so u have to be its pimp ...
2- we all make mistakes and hope that we will be forgiven one day ..
3- thinking of death alot is the worse thing u could do .. if u need therapy seek help by a proffisional ..
try new things in life...
go out with ur friends , eat out , movies , malls , starbux or any cafe ..
these things should at least help u get ur act together ..
life is a lesson and a test so dont give up .. 3ayal ana shagooool loool zain ma int7rt mn zman mn hal mashakil ili 3ala rasii :/
Get high on chocolate or something lol ... :)
U have a wonderful soul..without people like you in this world..life would be much worse...please take those thoughts out of ur head..u serve a purpose to ur family, friends...and people who you will help in the future...inshalah ull get married one day then have children..:) life sucks:P but u have to have faith that something good in the end will happen...bs i know how u r feeling...try ur best to change ur life like add some spice to it..do something different..I know studying makes a person go CRAZY!:)...Aham shay bil dinya is ilwa7d ya7mid raba for what he or she has...Wallah sometimes we take forgranted the things we have untill we lose it...we r all lucky specially if we r healthy..:)...God is forgiving so inshallah you'll be forgiven..don't be too hard on urself..you never know when ur life will be over so make the best of it...relax..go have fun!...:)
If you wanna know whether god loves you or not:
1- See documentaries on starvation in Africe.
2- See the civil wars in Sudan.
3- Witness the assasinations in Lebanon.
4- Be oppressed by KSA.
You're living in paradise honey. A shelter, food, clothes, education, safety and health are somethings you won't have in my previous examples.
That's how much god loves you.
As for mistakes, we all make mistakes. It's part of human nature to err. But it all comes down to you at the end of the day whether you decide to learn from those mistakes or just ignore them.
Don't let mistakes put you down. In fact, you should be happy. Because not all people get to experience what YOU have experienced, this will make you a better person :)
Mistakes will make you wiser and stronger ;)
Exactly what she said ^^^
will life is not a bed of rose ..
but thinking of death GOD is not solution , you should face your fears and problems and try to solve them even if its hard believe me you will feel much better if you try ..
GOD is forgiving especially etha kant twbtech 9adqa ,
mm just try to do something different , i used to think of death but in a different way my fear was in losing some one i love so it was very hard uhh im still working on that the thing is i keep my self busy..
i know the feeling:/
it's ups and downs : ) its ok to have them..
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